First trip in 5 years

So last night i loaded up about 80mg of nice white crystals into my yocan magneto. I was using the ceramic donut coil (very effective). I pulsed the button afew times to melt it down into a nice little puddle and started taking afew hits. Pretty much straight away after my last big hit my arm fell to my side and i laid back and was blasted off. Shit was intense! I thought i was ready for what was about to happen but i dont think you can ever be ready now. Infront of me was a geometric fractal web that was concave and sort of breathing and i was being hurled into its shimmering light with quiet an intense feeling of force. I remember saying to myself "okay okay i get it can it calm down a little now" to which a voice replied "no you dont get it" and the trip would intensify tenfold. Again i would try and plea with it that i understood (yet not sure what it was now that i understood) and it would just assure me that i didnt get it and things would intensify again. Eventually i just sorta gave in to what was happening and then all of a sudden i got it. I asked a bunch of questions to which i cant remeber the answers too, nore can i recall the questions, but i had this massive feeling of understanding things, life, who or what i was and why i had come here. As i came out of the experience i looked around my room and saw the walls breathing and pulsating with fractals. I closed my eyes and fell into a series of crazy dreams for the rest of the night and when i woke up this morning i couldnt stop smiling and laughing to myself. So anyways that was my first trip in 5 years and i dont really know what to make of it but it was absolutely amazing.