DMT Trip Report #2

Experience level: Second timeAgent used: N,N-Dimethyltryptamine, home madeTek Used: Straight to Base, same as beforeRoute of administration: VaporizedDevice used: Oil rig Dose: 40 mg approxIntention: To open my heart to othersSetting: Night on balconyMusic: NoneReport: Having reflected on my confusing and somewhat anticlimactic first experience, I went into this one with no expectations. After taking 3 tremendously disgusting tasting hits, I felt a pressure again in the back of my head and spine. Being careful not to knock anything over, I laid back on floor of balcony and went to look up at sky. I don’t remember ever seeing the stars because I was suddenly with them. Weightless and tiny, I found myself drifting paralyzed in a vast black void with swirling stars and electric energy carrying me away from myself. Something told me not to panic, but I was trying to break out of paralysis. I felt an overwhelming sensation of my insides rolling backwards over and over again like I was being turned inside out and back again numerous times. Then suddenly it stopped. I felt a gentle but also firm and empowering presence. I was being held like a baby forever. Cradled by arms of shimmering light, nothing mattered anymore. I felt pure and free. Looking down at me was an enormous, illuminated female entity with horns releasing stars like smoke from a chimney. She did not speak, but looked at me with a million loving electric eyes like I was hers. She tenderly began pealing back my skin to reveal what looked like computer circuitry with in. Then stars started floating up from under my peeled skin. My insides were escaping the shell of my body like glitter thrown into the air, which then merged and swirled with the stars coming from her horns. Strangely enough, I wanted to stay forever. As soon as I wished this, I found myself returned to my balcony, now face down on the floor with tears gushing from my eyes. I really miss whoever or whatever held me and am forever grateful. Thank you for taking the time to read this.