brandywine69
by on July 9, 2021
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23mg....crack pipe method. I can usually break through on 30mg, so this was just the tunnel or waiting room to me.
I sat down and prepared myself in the usual way. I love the ritual aspect of these trips, it makes it the experience feel 100x more important. Deep breathes, calming the mind, relaxing ambient music.
By the third toke I feel it coming on, but notice a little left over in the pipe. Oh well lol. Lay back and try and pay attention. The hardest part for me is paying attention. You really have to relax, breathe, and avoid too much thought in my opinion. I digress.
The usual patterns and colors start to arrive and two entities (I only realize their presences, I can't actually make out a solid outline like I would in baseline reality) approach my face. Instinctually I begin to open my mouth and let them do their work, reminding myself to relax and breathe. One of them is wielding a tool I can't make out the shape of. The spiral pattern movement in the foreground begins to have a cooresponding physical sensation in my jaw as the entity moves his tool around. My lower and upper jaw are moving of their own volition in a circular pattern, like the device this entity is using Is reaching into this world with real feeling. It's a spooky experience that I have had about 4-5 times now. Never the same. Sometimes it's just a poke of a "finger" or the feeling of snakes crawling down my throat. It's never really scary to me, or painful at all, it's just movement of my muscles that doesn't seem to be controlled by me. I'm truly fascinated by what's going on that I try not to react too harshly forcing them to stop.
Super strange, but I always feel a sense of peace when I come back. Anxiety is lifted and the world a brighter place.
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