I've been dealing with major anger issues, more or less 2-3 years now since a major impact to my prefrontal cortex. In an effort to repair or fix some of the brain damage that occured :I've been experimenting with entheogens. (neuroplasticity and all that jazz )  I recently dropped a dose of liquid LSD more or less a week ago: it was effective and i found myself fighting my ego once again.  The multiple aspects of love and rage that i bottled up was gradually released.  I certainly gave my fr...

I'd began the day by vibing and playing Pink floyd/Led zeppelin all day.    Shine on you crazy diamond just started playing: i mustered up the courage to lob another spoon of dmt crystal into my now hot banger.  (at least .050) i held in the hit as long as i could muster :   I closed my eyes and lifted off.   I see a swirling madness in the void, a deep smile, feelings of fear emanating from her persona.  It was a female jester:  She was attempting to mangle my vibration but i shone so brightly ...

I took three N-N-dmt Dabs from my nail, no more than .2 Initially i felt a sense of relief from the first hit, i relaxed and i could see the silhouette of an ethereal goddess.  But a sense of longing overcame me, this experience wasn't what i had intended.  I didn't break through. I took a second hit and it didn't appear to affect me .. ( the water in my bong was too full.. so i removed it henceforth) The third time i heated up my nail, i made sure i was going to get my break through.  I l...