Yesterday I finally used some of the mhrb spice I extracted last summer. I tried some then, and have a rather difficult experience that kind of scared me off, and I had been waiting to feel "called" by the realm to return. It finally seemed right. I'm glad I finally got over my fear and went for it. Yesterday was so interesting. I didn't have a normal experience like what has happened with DMT to me in the past. I tried using Syrian rue seeds and nicotine as MAOI this time to potentiate the s...

I was on about 600 mg DXM the fateful night my good friend called me and said he finally found what I'd been looking for for many years. I went over to his place and met a guy named Shaman who had the DMT. I kept my eyes open and held it in as long as I could. The room morphed/transformed, geometry shifting by some new order of physics, and I was suddenly in a pyramid/temple. There were multiple gods and goddesses standing there in front of me, i believe they were the Egyptian pantheon. Anyway, ...